I am not in a good place today. I'm actually pretty angry and sad and frankly, beat down. Last Saturday, my husband and I were in a 7 car pile up. A whole lot of chaos is how I would describe it, but it came down to a truck that didn't stop and rear ended us. It was scary and violent, and luckily we both walked away unhurt. Now I have either another totalled car or one that will take 6-8 weeks to repair.
For the third time in 4 months I am dealing with a major insurance situation. The first was a head on collision in May, where a 19 year old girl ran a red light. The second was a burst pipe in the house that caused a lot of damage to 3 floors. And now... ugh.
I get that I am supposed to be thankful that we are okay, and I am.
I get that I need to focus on the really good things in my life, and I know I have a lot of good things.
I get that things are out of my control and I have to just deal with it as it comes, and I clearly am doing that.
But, I am PISSED!
Wow, it feels good to say that. And I'm just going to let myself feel that this time. I'll let you know when I'm back to normal...